Friday, July 20, 2007

mood: super crappy
time: 8.32am

Dear Diary,

i'm feeling so fucking turned off. really, i wonder how irony you get and to what extend you can get. i think it's heaven's will or whatsoever to happen to chance upon those pictures you took with those girls, yeah, having some stupid role playing, acting like whatsoever girl and start kissing and touchy. ya, find me the ultimate nonsense or loser for saying such things. it's alright, all the loserish attitudes are in you.

maybe you don't bear those characteristic. but for one thing i'm so damn sure of, is that when things just gets out of hands, i'm sure the ultimate loser is you and definitely not me :) you just don't get it all along. i've been trying so hard to keep things under control, but you, got nothing better to do all the time, trying to push your luck so badly that you're taking things to another level. can't you see or at least try to make that effort to see that i'm actually trying to make the situation more beneficial for you? alright, if you can't or can't be bothered, there's nothing i can do. cause you're just too selfish, really.

and you just gotten yourself a good point. :D and i'm so fucking proud of you for that. you know what? it's, escaping from problem by acting ignorance. OH?! =O oops, i almost forgot acting ignorance is bliss. kinda appropriate for your standing huh. LMAO. i really wish to see how long you can withstand by acting dumb, feigning ignorance and not giving any response when i contact you.

and lastly, i wish that you'll get involve with some car accident and die instantly. and i won't even wanna attend your fucking wake. don't worry, but i'll be kind to burn some hell notes and some hell things for you like, girls, hand phones, computers and you-name-it-you-got-it thingy okay? :D see i'm so nice. despite of how you treated me and handle this problem, i'm still this thoughtful. ain't you glad?

LMAOROFL.
i'm swear i'm gonna get you, mentally. :DD
you know we love mind games, kinda fun actually.

SO LONG, FUCKER~
i'm gonna get you down.
and i know it well that you don't wanna be brought down.

loved on 11:53 PM