Monday, July 16, 2007

mood: crappy and upset.
time: 1.04pm

Dear Diary,

i had a bad experience with guys today. extremely bad ones. dang~

you know what. i think guys these days really took girls for granted. in many ways. i just hanged up Eddie's phone call and he really fucking pissed me off with that retard mindset of his. brawn but intellectually at age of 3. i can't stand guys like him. no knowledge, no nothing. just a piece of meat that's good for nothing in this world. i seriously can't be bothered with you and you can just happily learn to entertain yourself without bothering me at all from now on. and stop calling me and talk, ask favours and stuffs. i can't be bothered with you. really, and for god's sake, my personal life is not your business alright?

helped ben with his air pollution project and i seriously thank god i'm not going anything that involve science. LOL, that's so secondary school days. i just think that science is not my cup of tea. :) anyway, i somehow can remember how it feels like to fall in love with someone. hmmm, such an awesome feeling. really. =D

and well. i think guys think that they could get away from what they have committed. i mean, ya, they naively think that they got just get away from doing something wrong by giving some lame and senseless excuses, thinking that girls would buy them and will get their forgiveness eventually. hell no! com'on, what generation is this dude? girls are highly educated now, they can stand up and analyze things themselves. you think you can just get cover it so easily? don't gender stereotype us, we aren't dumb. we are as equally as smart as you.

and yes, i'm so upset cause i saw the conversation chat log between me and someone and he was telling me that he and she are purely friends. LMAO. come to think of it, i think it's BULLSHIT. pure friends you sent her home and insult me using the existence of her? pure friends and you date her for movie and you guys make freedom writers your favourite movies? OH COME ON. how corny can you get, seriously? you fucker. get a life. you think by saying a sentence and you are done with all the explanations you ought to do? i think you get do better than this honey. seriously. fucking had enough of you and your whatsoever rubbish.

DON'T EVER FUCKING COME BACK TO ME. i'm dumping you once and for all now. i knew it that once i leave, this is the end of us. don't regret telling yourself you could have done better. NAH, it's too late honey, far too late. there's no way i'll forgive you for what you did to me and what you said to me. yeah yeah. i suck, i failed my duty as a girlfriend. and damn, that's your perceptions. but i think i did a great job and i'm dumping a guy who thinks highly of himself. or rather, a selfish guy who dumps his love ones which he thinks he owns the world and everyone gonna be manipulated by he and his whatsoever-out-of-the-world-fucking-great-concepts which no one will understand. INDEED, no one understands, cause you're nuts.
you fucking creep. start weeping like a baby cause you're losing it all. you just don't know what you're losing out on. then let me tell you, it's ME.

but no worries. without me, you're still left with her. your perfect girl. HAHA. yeah. she's much better than me. so what? who gives a damn. i've lots of guys who knows how to appreciate me more than you do. you shouldn't have come back, seriously. just wanna waste my love and time away and telling me i'm your backup when you're lonely? yeah, HELL TO YOU. learn to get a life for now. i remembered you dedicated a song in your blog for 2 person. and the other is her right. YOUR BEST GIRL IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD? yeah, i'm won't be a hindrance towards you guys anymore, and be assured, i won't be something that will come between you and her which you told me off in that memorable night - i don't want anything to come between me and her. yeah. she perfect, i'm not. what can be found in her can't be found me in me. yeah yeah, i got it, fucking got the shit out of me now. whatever it is, anyway you couple just stay sweet and loving okay? i'll be cursing from a distance. LMAO.

hell to you. FUCKERS.
and yes, i seriously wish the best for you, by hoping that you'd DIE SOON.

tata!

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