Tuesday, July 17, 2007

mood: fucking turned off, hopping mad
time: 11.50pm

Dear Diary,

i know someone in this world who's definitely not worthy my of time and anger, really. well, actually i don't mind spending sometime in my life pitying such souls. they are like some wondering spirits out there, just living for the sake of living. i'm trying to accumulate some kind deed for myself by so called lending a helping hand to such run down people. when there are so many important things stuffs in his life, he can waste his life away by clubbing, pubbing, girls, flirting, smoking, drinking and so many damn things.

oh man, i doubt i can find another person as loserish as him. good for nothing, no sense of common sense, never get things right, only know how to ridicule people and thinks that he's so great, but the fact that people find it stupid and make him a gossip object. tsk, he sure gain my greatest sympathy. really, i wonder how does it feels to owe 2 human beings a lifetime. a debt that can never be returned and cleared. i wish i he can tell me how does it feels like to be in shoes.

now, i know, it's always better to depend on yourself. the fucking so called lifetime love is so " reliable ". in times of trouble, people fled like nobody business. LOL. why does this world manage contain such horrendous souls? they are better off dead, maybe going through stages of torments before death would be better for them. for the prices he pay for owning 2 person, for betraying kinship.

:) yes, i want you dead. why aren't you dead at this very second.
LOL. you're an insult to my life.

loved on 3:15 PM