Tuesday, July 24, 2007

mood: heartbroken
time: 12.37am

Dear Diary,

i think there's this saying which goes " time heals all wound " doesn't work in all cases, it's not true. i guess there are some which will last throughout your life time. why is loving someone so difficult, or it is the case that it was never simple to start of? i don't know how long am i gonna delude myself, how many times i wanna do things just to prove that i can replace you when every time i do, i just fail terribly. must i have keep it to myself till the day i realised i have no turning back? will it be too late then?

i don't wanna do that will trigger that pain. i wanna remain in this comfort zone. actually giving up takes more courage than you image. giving up is not a cowardly act. it's just another way of solving and facing a problem. just that different people choose a different way out.

turn back and look at me. we're definitely more than what we are.

loved on 5:12 PM