Sunday, August 12, 2007
Mood: doubtful
Time: 10.15am
Dear Diary,
i'm so happy that i don't have to work today. heh =p i'm staying home to rest and finish up my project as much as i can. life great without work i realised, but being broke is not a good thing. it's so contradicting.
so, on wednesday. i had advertising lecture and mr parama looks like a frog lah. LOL. i can't stop looking his face and visual a frog's picture in my mind. i told the girls, but they disagreed. haha, doesn't matter. advertising is quite tough, ain't as easy as i think. went town's coffee bean with jo to do public relations project and you know what happened. after that happy came and we went kino, i bought 2 books. then happy was saying something aren't you tired of doing everything just for him. i don't know, all i can say is, loving someone, there's no such things as being tired. is those negative emotions that pulling you down. love itself is a positive vibe, it doesn't drained you. afterall, there's no way i could reach him, so reading a book which he can relate to is the only way to talk to him. no one will understand cause i've vow to love him in my lifetime.
after that go somewhere near serangoon to eat, then happy told me something that made me realised i mistaken you over the sylvester, it is like what you said, 60 bucks and nothing beyond that. i shouldn't have been so childish to make you buy the forever friend bear just to prove you love me more than her. sorry, nothing i say now can make up for the misunderstandings. after dinner, went yishun nearby reservoir to realised there's no carpark. then went back to east, changi point and stop there to watch aeroplane. and i just realised they have super bright lights. they lights can reflect on the sea even though they are at least 10km away. power isn't it? i wanna be air stewardess. but my height... whatever~
thursday, national day. parents went dating in malaysia, i was dumped by them. happy fetch me at 2.30pm and headed toa payoh to meet gary and anan, and for some reasons, we went back to happy house and played risk. super fun game, and long of course. we played from around 4pm to 8pm and i just realised, i've been wrong about you when you played them with your brothers. sorry, i just couldn't be anymore understanding at that point of time. but now, i really do understand. we four, an an, gary, me and happy sabotaged anglea and her boyfriend, yong han. both losers have to pay up $10 and $8. played till 8pm and went changi to eat. planned to sing k but dropped the idea in the end and went home.
friday, was kinda unhappy with someone in my group. i wouldn't name the person, but i guess you all should know who by now. television and radio production lecture was super fun. we had our practical lesson in mass communication studio. meddled with the producer's seats and things. played with the professional camera which is 25 grand and just realised that they camera are all black and white. and the lighting in studio are so hot. it's super interesting. lol, have so much to play and learn. was on the way home and saw ah mok in tampines. we went tea drinking and catch up and little and went home and i slept for the whole night. :)
trying to finish up twilight as soon as possible. might be blogging lesser till then.
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