Sunday, August 5, 2007

mood: refreshed, vibrant
time: 10.42am

Dear Dairy,

life has never been this great i bet and it just couldn't get any better. :) i've decided to let go of somethings in life which was once very dear to me. goes without saying, i feel so afresh, so lightened up after peeling off that outer skin. i listened to my calling that day and decided to turn and walk off. whether i love him or not, it shall be a mystery, you presume what you perceive. i won't share a thing here. this shall be the most personal thing in my life now. anyway, time tells all, what's the hurry about falling in love right? i wanna be single, i wanna be myself right now.

feeling stretched by my hectic life but nothing is gonna bring me down. i'm still firm with my ideal future. i wanna built my own home, have my own possessions, my very own standing in life and my career.

i wanna built and design my own house, i want somewhere quiet, peaceful and breezy. my house definitely has to be based on contemporary style. something modernized, daring and different from the norms. being comfortable, cosy and relaxing at the same time. having a perfect ambience's for lazing on the sofa with eyes closed, listening to soothing music and drinking wine, or perhaps, reading some good books is good too. i'm gonna get a super huge television that's full definition supported and it must come with a good sound system so i can rent some good movies home and watch them over the weekends. i need a spacious kitchen so i will be able whip up a few dishes when my loves come over for gathering and stuffs. i'm setting aside one room for my work station. i think i'm gonna be extremely busy when i start working in the media industry. i need a well equipped and organised place so i can work well. i shall get a mac desktop, the one that has huge screens and get a laptop for convenience. my room light gotten to be orange lit, it make it so romantic. =p i will be sleeping on a king size bed on my own and no one's gonna kick me off the bed or snatch my blanket. LOL. anyway, if i'm attached by then, king size is just enough for my man and me.

next, i wanna get a lime green or pink beetle. i wanna drive to work every morning. listening to music and speed my way through. haha, how exciting. i will go Malaysia often with my friends and have friendly races there. i will drop by Malacca and take lots of photographs, hopefully i'd have picked up photography by then. and when i saved up enough, i shall go Italy, Paris and Spain and takes lots of beautiful pictures round the world and keep them as my collection.

when it come to work, i will be assigned to lots of different news to work on. i guess i will be running in and out of my workplace, going round to interview and doing investigation, write ups and stuffs. i wanna provide my viewers with quality news. i wanna have a new approach by penetrating them in a different angle, i wanna let the world see a different side. i wanna be like my lecturer, Mr Padham, a news broadcaster cum reporter. i will be as great as him, as influential as him. :)

basically, that's all for my perfect life. i doubt i would get married in 20s. perhaps mid 30s would be preferred. i think staying single, or being attached or cohabiting with your partner are much better choices when it comes to marriage. don't have to know why i'm feeling this way, but yeah, this is me. but, there are cases where my mr right would just swept me off by my feet and psycho me into marriage. haha, but yeah. love will come running after you when it's ripe. but still, a girl's greatest wish to marriage the man of her life and be a great mom of her child. :p i'm still simple and down to earth in a way. LOL.

alright, ending here.
good night. hope you enjoyed.

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