Tuesday, August 14, 2007

mood: out of the world
time: 2.07pm

Dear Diary,

i think people these days either have no brain to think before they spill their words or they have no morals. they can totally don't analyze their words before saying them and it just making things so awful.

i know i've been quite close with some guys recently and that attracts some unwanted gossips by a girl which has totally nothing to do with her, cause those guys are MY friends, and when i say MY, i mean we don't share the same friends. so i'm here wondering, what's wrong with me being on good terms with them while it has nothing to do with her at all? she can even be so crude to ask this right in front of my face using that whatsoever tone " why are all guys falling for you? what do they exactly see in you? " well, if you think i don't have the calibre or what, so be it. but i think i'm okay, at least better then you is enough. second, being close with guys does not necessary mean we're flirting with each other, maybe we do, but does that even concern you at all? third, hanging out all day long and very often doesn't mean we're in love or carrying a torch for the other party, we enjoy each other accompany, so we go out together. again, are you gonna tell me it's something wrong? i don't know, it's either you're jealous that i'm much better off then you and i got what i wanted or you simply developed a pea brain in your head. and com'on, even if i flirt around, do you even have the ability to stop me? so quit acting alright.

school ended at 12pm, only required to go for either one tutorial lesson. Television and radio production lecture again, went mass communication studio to have practical lesson. today we start learning how to focus on a object and memorizing terms on camera shots and so on. had fun, hopefully projects gonna work out well. and did i mention that i'm the reporter for my project, i'm be seen on television =x haha. crap.

last week was crazy. wednesday and thursday, saturday and sunday was with happy. saturday went out with my parents and prayed at the temple near bugis then shopping. bought a new guess wallet and a shirt from topman for happy's birthday. around 7pm happy went down to fetch me to tampines central and eat. we meet up with gary, an an, alan, yi wen, adrain, larry, yong han, anglea and kelvin. all are happy's and gary's long time friend. and for one thing. i'm the youngest among all lah. all the guys are around happy's age, 26, so old. haha, then we headed loyang party world to sing k from 9pm to 1am. on the way there, happy raced with yiwen and adrain. and i start to feel, adrain is so charming. played with gary in party world, and the loser has to kiss happy. played 3 rounds, lost one. he was made to kiss happy's lip for 5 second and french with him. LMAO. for me, i was made to kiss happy's lip. and i'm so glad i went, cause i managed to talk to adrain for quite a few times. towards the end, happy showed some magic trick, you know, those typical for hong-ing girls? but his skills are quite good after all. done with k, we wanted to go changi for supper, but an an was not feeling well cause happy was racing too fast and braked suddenly, and made her nausea. so we drove gary back to tampines to collect his car. as expected, happy send me home. looking at his guilty look, i asked him to stop over at the 7 eleven and came out with a suprise. i bought him a ben and jerry's ice cream to cheer him up. sat in the car for an hour plus and went home. slept at 4am.

sunday - work. happy came down to wait for me to finish work. an an joined us for supper at changi. went old changi hospital and red house to take a look. but happy was too coward to step out of the car. just like on thursday, drove past and started screaming away. LOL. drove an an home and then me home. was talking about somethings in car which made me teared. i realised happy is such a good guy, near to perfect. he told me somethings that made me probe further. and i know, that the guy i want is definitely not happy that gang of people loh, those bastard who go for prostitution lah. happy say he didn't, but i kinda believe cause he has higher morals then the others guys. are all 25/26 years old guys like this?

i think it's about it. blog more soon.

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