Sunday, September 30, 2007

Tuning: Second Chance - Faber Drive
Time: 11.54am
Mood: Rather Alright.

i don't get it, some people are just so fucked up. what's wrong with replying a msn message? i was merely showing concern over your family members. well, forget it if you don't appreciate that. ya, i'm forever so scheming. she's the best alright. what the fuck. if you aren't doing well and wanna be left alone, jolly well say something to excuse yourself. if you just simply can't be bothered, then might as well delete and blocked me for the benefit of us. you don't ever need to see my message flashing on the screen of your computer and i don't have to get mad over nothing.

i really wish someone would please me a big favour. get a gun and point my head. so i'll get over with my own life and whatever that i've been trying hard to shake off. i hate him, i hate him so much that he's consuming me. i don't wanna wake up every morning to find my mind, thinking of him. i don't wanna have flashbacks. i don't wanna find myself doing something and get reminded of the past. I HAD ENOUGH. why are you holding on to a guy who have never love you the right way. HE HAS NEVER APPREICATE WHAT YOU DID FOR HIM. why are you still giving? don't forget you're a bad girl in his eyes, nothing can change that judgement in him. he's too smart, too arrogant, too wild, too selfish for you to reach. he's authoritative, he's above everyone. what he did are always right, what you do are always so damn fucking wrong. whatever he did are always the best, while what you did are always out to scheme, out to piece things back, what you did are what always after what you wanted. and what are you, you just some stupid girl on the streets. he don't even bother looking at you. moreover, thinking about you. HAHAHAHA. it makes me wanna laugh my head off. WHY ARE YOU CARING. WHY ARE YOU GIVING A DAMN TO SUCH PERSON WHO WILL ONLY BRING YOU DOWN. what are you trying to do! why are you so complacence, you think he will turn back? NO HE WON'T. he has that girl. YOU'RE NOTHING. HE HATES YOU. HE WAS TOYING YOU ALL ALONG. HE HAVE NEVER CARED SINCERELY FOR YOU AT ALL. FROM THE START, IT WAS A MISTAKEN. AND YOU STILL WANNA CARRY ON WITH THIS DREADFUL WRONG CHOICES YOU MADE IN LIFE? you're just a past he wish so hard to get rid off. stop being such a degraded bitch and clinging hard on to him. it makes me detest you!

GO MURDER YOURSELF. you might be better off.

loved on 3:07 AM