Monday, September 10, 2007
Tuning: Littlest Things - Lily Allen
Time: 5.01pm
Mood: drained, moody
sometimes, i can't help but to wonder why try so hard to live when we will die off someday. we are actually tad shallow aren't we? we thought things are within our control, but the facts are just the opposite. and when things don't suit your liking, you start deceiving and consoling yourself that this is life, let nature takes it course and blah blah~ one word, dumb.
it's hot out there today. those sun rays are capable of pricking skins - painful. and my eyes are tearing non stop and are itchy. today is just so wrong. i doubt things have been right once. life been quite screwed up lately. having some trouble at work, unsatisfication over project matters, vexing something that belongs to the past, disappoint daniel by not honouring my words, trying to patch things up but blew it away with my own bare hands. i even got my 2 feet injured yesterday. god, tell me what am i trying to do?
well, fuck. let songs convey my hidden self then. :) good day!
Littlest Things - Lily Allen
Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell meIs this the end?
Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world who could replace you
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?
loved on 8:18 AM
