Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Tuning: I Tried - Bone Thugs N Harmony, featuring Akon
Time: 11.34pm
Mood: Touched

i hate it when the night falls. i don't know why and i doubt i can explain my dislike for it. it just sends creeps down my spine. i feel lonely and wanna cry at night. sorry, getting crazy lately. i know i'm in depression. yup, be assured i'll be alright in no time. i need to go kinokuniya tomorrow, i shall buy lots of good books and bury myself in the world of fantasy.

and a big thanks and hug to all who was there for me and to my mates who spared a thought for me. i don't know how i can thank you guys enough. but ya, thanks alot. for sharing the project workload with me, and asking me to get more rest. and to those who cared and showered love and concern over what happened recently, thanks, i'll share them when i'm feeling better. thanks for your understanding.

Dan's going Australia soon for his NS thing. i wonder how i can survive without him around. i hope he still remembers that he agreed to call me everyday. hmmm, i feel bad relying on him. but, i really feels good leh =x what are good friends for?

by the way, i don't care if i got the situation wrong or messed up or whatsoever with whatever you claimed. you got what you wanted, you clarify who's the important one right now. it's all done, my dear. you don't rectify things like that. i do my own calling. you stop ordering me around, or rather, manipulate. don't try abusing me by pushing me around. calling me back when you need me, and brushing me off when the presence of me irks you. i had enough, i'm not something for you to toy. you took advantage of me for too much and too long. i promised to let go, and i will. i'm done with this. and that's it. i don't wish to hear any words now. silence!
(i doubt you get to read my blog, you don't even bother, i'm nothing anyway)

a beautiful chinese song.

听说爱情回来过

在朋友那儿听说
痴心的你曾回来过
想请他替我向你问候
只为了怕见面说不出口
你对以往的感触还多不多
曾让我心碎的你我依然深爱

着在朋友那儿听说
痴心的你曾找过我
我要他帮我对你隐瞒
只是怕见了面会更难过
我对以往的感触还那么多
曾给我幸福的你
我依然深深爱着

有一种想见不能见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中

有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
这一种想见不敢见的伤痛对
你的声音你的影你的手
我发誓说我没有忘记过

而关于你选择了现在的她
我只能说我有些难过
我也真心真意的等过

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