Wednesday, October 3, 2007
Tuning: Love Song - Five For Fighting
Time: 3.22am
Mood: Chuckling away
humans never crease to amaze me. yes, they never. no doubt that i'm one living thing, but i guess i don't amaze people in a horrendous, ridiculous and unexpected manner.
today was a adventurous day. eventful too. a well planned out studying session turned out to be some joke of a life time. of course, it's definitely not about me. i won't and i don't embarrassed myself like some old "kids" out there. it's seriously appalling to see educated people behaving like some animal, fancy fighting in library, in town, over a power point. a fist fight actually broke out in orchard library. i'll spare the details. but it's seriously so bad. from punching each other's eyes and lifting chairs, ready to throw at each other. it's crazy enough to know that it happened in library, and please keep your jaws shut now. it was a 20+ years old youngster and a 40-50 year old man fighting over some tactless actions and words i would say. totally redundant, this could just be avoided if the uncle just stop insisting his way and stop kicking a fucking fuss. perhaps, the young man should be more tolerant.
to be fair and objective here. let's give each a benefit of doubt. they both are right and wrong at the same time. but ending in fights are definitely ugly proving to the witnesses that both parties are equality immature and uncouth. resorting to such means to solve conflicts. well, who gains in this sure-lose game. both looses big time. and come to think of it. i was rather near to them when they lifted their chairs, i can't imagine the dreadful consequences of someone got injured over that. perhaps me, cause i was the nearest? this made me freaked out, seriously. i don't think i would wanna die so soon. i've yet to get back with him, i've yet to build my life; my everything.
i just hope people would learn to be more understanding, knowing how to look at a thing using different perspectives. it's always good to be tolerant and being able to show more patience towards others. your kindess will always be appreciated. impulsives just gets you into endless troubles, just like them :)
back to my life. JNB, almost done. left with that one and only stupid chapters. about 4-5 chapters more to go for PR. the rests are barely touched. forget it. i'm gonna mug like crazy the next few days. i need to be better this time round. i can do it! i wish i can imply such confidence and optimisticism in other aspects of my life. he still refuses to talk to me. well, i'm harsh. so what. what's done cannot be rectify. i'm not regretting, just learning how to let go. that's it. meanwhile, i'll be waiting all my wounds to heal. one day, forgiveness will come. whether we can be together, it's all under the mandate of heaven already. :]
to err is human, to forgiven is divine. thanks jeremy for this.
song for myself. a sad one yet brings hope.
Love Song - Five For Fighting
Put away your tears and your sleepy eyes
Put away that bullshit,
Big boys they don’t cry to their mama’s…
She’ll be back soon
Put away your raincoat and make your bed
Take another bullet right to your head
We’re going on a picnic and we’ll get there soon
She says…
Maybe it’s over
He say’s…
there’s plenty more fish in the sea
I say…
Don’t go away from me…
Put away your dinner and have a snack
Tie your little brother up in a sack now
We’re moving to the country and
we’ll get there soon
(she says)
Pack up all the things that you don’t deserve
Take another swing…
Here comes a curve ball
I bet you can’t hit it cause you’ll swing to soon
She says…
Maybe it’s over
He say’s…
there’s plenty more fish in the sea
I say…
Don’t go away…
Don’t go away
Please don’t go away from me…
Take those damn pictures off that shelf
Put away your mommy
you don’t need her
I found you a new one…
she’ll be here soon
She says…
my God it’s over
He say’s…
I found another fish in the sea
I say…
why me?
Why me?
Why me?
Why is it me?
god bless.
loved on 6:45 PM
