Monday, October 15, 2007

Tuning: N.A
Time: 7.41am
Mood: Puff eyes, dreadful.

you must be surprise to see the 7.41am. yes, seriously, i hate to wake up this early just to finish up my last minute revision. apparently, last minute revision doesn't get into my damn brain most of the time. but seriously, WHATEVER.

tertiary education is much more horrendous then secondary school's. someone just kindly bring me back, i can't remember the pitiful look and dreadful attitude i carried back then (exception of maths of course). well, you might get to study interesting stuffs, no longer being generalized. but exams kills one. people just don't understand my pain when they come round telling me, how envious they are when i'm studying this, or rather, telling me that my future prospect is bright and stuffs. YES, i know. thanks for that. but learn to look at the dull side before you go on and on about the good things which are obviously for the future. be realistic and head down to present, how am i fucking gonna make my achievements when i can barely pass my exams!!

what the fuck, someone rekindle my interest for this course, please. i hate the technical stuffs for today's module. studio practical, hands on with camera. I RATHER NOT HAVE IT. please screw that. LAST TO GO! advertising.

WHATEVER AND WHATSOEVER, REALLY!
GOING NUTS WITH THOSE ACADEMIC AND PERSONAL LIFE STRESS SURROUNDING ME.

LET ME DIE, PLEASE.

ps: i feel very lost when Daniel going aussie. =( he's beyond reach.

loved on 10:51 PM