Saturday, October 6, 2007

Tuning: Cinderella Story - Plain White T's
Time: 1.42pm
Mood: Indecisive

last night was a rather sleepless and torturing night for me. a night of tossing and turning all over, physically and mentally. i recalled what Rach said in mrt and that was harping me. i don't wanna be caught up in those vexation. but i'm yet that helpless after all. it was about the time he went to check out our rings. also around this period, a year go. i didn't know he was much more meticulous and serious than i perceived it a year ago. sometimes i don't get it. everything seems to be in the mandate of heaven. the god who's watching of us like to fool us, human. they make us fall each time we get up. on the verge of your tiredness, your urge to give up, he send someone to make you hang on, to support you, to understand you thoroughly. he also the lesson of lost, with lots of grieve, making people drown in the sea of regrets in our life.

after talking to Rei. i understood the situation more. i'm more determined than ever. feeling refreshed. but seriously, being enthusiastic doesn't make the whole picture more ideal. it merely boost my super low moral, that's all. the most fundamental things still comes down to the way we can help him. frankly speaking, i'm too tired of new tactics to get him. i kinda reluctant to squeeze my brain juice now. what to do, really. what to do. why don't you tell me what to believe in and what can i believe in.

let things flow, flow.
anyway, i'm buying u700! hehe. :x

Your Call - Secondhand Serenade

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry call
I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat,
Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

I was born to tell you
I love you and I am torn to do what
I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes,
What's your fantasy? (What's your, what's your...)

I was born to tell you
I love you and I am torn to do what I have to,
to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone,
and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

I was born to tell you I love you and
I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

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