Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Spinning: With Me - Sum 41
Time: 12.15am
Mood: HOPPING MAD
TODAY IS A FUCKING DAY. totally screwed up like hell.
okay. seriously i'm down on my luck today. there's endless of anger for me to get crazy over. finally and sadly, i quarreled with Tze Ching (the senior staff i mentioned in my previous post).
This is how the conflict goes...
* 1.30pm - came to work with a very unhappy look *
* 1.40pm plus she was packing counter *
(she was raising her voice in this conversation)
TC : who is the one displayed stabilo?
Sheryln: Me, why?
TC: very messy and ugly lah. and never display nicely. paper also never throw.
Me: Sok Chin (my supervisor) also got display leh.
TC: * walks away and goes on with her scolding *
Me: ignore her lah, she siao one. bitch.
i know it's none of my business, but i feel so unjust for sherlyn lah. i don't simply don't get it. Sherlyn is almost as senior as her, she worked almost as long as TC does. and sherlyn is like 22 this year. i think TC can do a better job at handling this matter instead of raising her voice and talking in such a crude manner. and she could save Sherlyn some face by saying it nicely and obviously not in front of a junior staff like me. she totally neglected people's feeling. how on earth will you gain respect from people when you disrespect and abuse people in the first place?
after an hour... there's stock delivery, pentel.
*after signing the invoice, the deliveryman goes off.*
(both of us were raising our voice at each other)
TC: Pentel got return, you know or not?
Me: Huh, got meh? i don't know.
TC: * chase after the guy and the man came back *
Me: please sign the pink form. and all are yours.
Delivery Man : * tear the top piece out *
TC: why he tear the paper out?!
Me: how i know? i told him all is his what?
TC: why stock come you never tell me?
Me: huh, we were always like that what.
TC: why you never call him when got return?
Me: you call him already what, what for i go call him also.
during lunch. TC told Sherlyn about this conflict. TC told her that the guy was in front of me and i didn't stop him. but the thing is, the man did walked off already. so i naturally assumed that we shall returned the stock when he made his next trip down. it's not as if she asked me to stop him. anyway, whatever it is. i'm just upset that she told Sherlyn something that wasn't the truth. i detest it when people malign me.
okay. this is not the end of my horrible experience... (based on my side)
Lady: Do you sell telegraphy pen?
Me: telegraphy?
Lady: Ya, telegraphy.
Me: hmmm. no, sorry i don't think we have it.
Lady: telegraphy you don't have?
Me: can you tell me briefly what is it?
Lady: you never learn it in school ar?
Me: Calligraphy is it? * feeling SO WTF! *
Lady: ya
Me: no, sorry. we don't have it but the closest we have is marker.
* back to doing display and telling Sherlyn about this matter*
Lady: *standing besides me*
Me: *ignoring her and doing my work*
(Sherlyn served her)
Lady: are you unhappy?
Me: No.
Lady: i overheard what you told your colleague. maybe it was my bad pronunciation, don't get offended by that.
oh, i was like. WHAT THE FUCK. com'on loh. can i like kill your mother and say it wasn't intentional and please don't take it to heart that i killed her? words are like water, you pour them out, don't expect to retrieve it. and how would you expect me to like take it lightly when you actually said something offensive? i don't know. educated people are more fucked up then people who received lesser education.
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Back tracking - Sunday
i met my mr dream guy. he was my customer. but somehow we kinda caught each other eyes in someway. and i don't know why i'm just desperately attracted to him. i wish i can see him again. the more the better. heee, greedy me.
Saturday
i worked at level 3. i played with this kid. i don't know i think kids these days are behaving more like adults, the way they talk and think.
elos asked this girl what she wants to eat. she said sausage. then elso continued with what sausage, the 9 years old girl replied, the one guys have. i was like, OMFG when i heard that. almost fainted. kill me, someone.
and kids surely know how to get jealous. she hid at my counter when she got unhappy. she was jealous of the fact that parents always gives more attention to the younger ones cause they lack of the ability to comprehend things. thus, the elder ones always feel neglected and wanted. she cried of this and a soft hearted me, stayed from 9pm to like 9.30 when i'm suppose to knock off as early as possible cause i'm meeting yulun. anyway, i use to dislike kids. but now, i think i want kids. i wanna be a mother.
i was suppose to go down to pub with yulun. but that ass has to get changed and stuffs and we gave up on going. so we stayed at his house nearby and drank. i shall skip the details. anyway i went home at 6am plus in the morning.
okay. end of story.
good night.
loved on 5:00 PM
