Friday, November 16, 2007
Spinning - Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold
Mood: broken
Time: 10.20pm
i managed to finish my written graduation project yesterday. now preparing for oral presentation on 1st decemeber. and yes, i need to find time to hand it up. i'm like working on tomorrow and Saturday. -.-" and i'm so lost, i totally have no idea what to present for that 20-30 minutes.
i worked at level 3 today. so slacked and i totally enjoyed it. been looking out for Elos's special one for the whole day with Jess. LOL, so funny yet sick. i wish i could work at level 3 more. the customers from B1 are seriously more perverted. =p and seriously, i think level 3 has nice washrooms. anyway, Happy came taka to meddle with his counter. he changed a lot within a few short months interval. he dyed his stupid hair, he starts wearing suits to meetings. looking from the way things progress, i think he just begun his puberty. unfortunately, he's still as childish as ever, still demanding his ice cream treat from me.
been thinking a lot lately, lacking in control of my emotions. i don't know why. but things keeps coming back, and i feel differently from what i see and know. somewhat, i still can't tell what's the truth and what's not. i won't be searching for the truth, not because i don't wanna. i'm just tired.
somehow, i still think of zixian occasionally. i wonder how is he doing, was i too hard hearted to leave him at that time? i guessed i was too much. i think of yulun still, i don't know why. i miss daniel, i asked myself, why didn't i persist? why did i give up so easily? i have lots of unanswerable questions hunting me everyday - day and night, every second.
only true love can withstand the test of time.
this is so corny and phony.
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah
Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah
Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
loved on 2:35 PM
