Thursday, November 22, 2007

Spinning: With Me - Sum 41
Time: 11.06pm
Mood: Cheerful

first. i think this guy is hot. Kelvin Cheng Ka Wing (hong kong actor)

my type of guy who looks good in office wear. =D

back to reality. my long awaited day off. met up with Jov and her girls, Pam and Cass at city hall. feast at Hong Kong Cafe, it kinda brings back memories. somehow, the pineapple bun doesn't taste that good anymore. around 6, i went to look up for Wan Shin at Raffles City. haha, got her and went a little shopping. life are much better in secondary school you know. especially with that horrible Nicholas. =D

at this age, i reckon there are lesser people who experience friendship issues. but however, things began to prove me wrong. people are still as immature. i saw how people love each other, how people turned ugly and start bitching each other. i don't know, trying hard to be objective. i know i'm not in a position to judge. but if world and life is filled with more forgiveness and tolerance, are things gonna be much better off that way?

and, i seriously think. the month of love, presents, hugs and kisses are soon approaching, this is definitely a month where love is in the air. people around me, colleagues, classmates, old school mates are like all either attached or dating or falling crazily in love. everyone except me, bloody alone like some old maid out there. -.-" i'm not rushing to be in a relationship. but looking at people around me, it just makes me feel out of place. it's not jealous, just envious a little. cause a year ago and present is a far cry. what to do, god~

and for Yulun and Daniel. i seriously don't know what i did to offend you guys. it saddens me to know you both are ignoring me when i have him ignoring is more than enough. anyway, for giving you up in the first place Dan. i gotta admit that i created this loss myself. and for yulun. sorry, i know what you've did for me. i know sorry is not the word you want. but other than that, i doubt i have the capability to give you anything else. you need to know, it's not that i haven't try loving you.

loved on 3:27 PM