Saturday, November 24, 2007
Spinning: Collide - Howie Day
Time: 10.03pm
Mood: Depressed
feeling super down today. perhaps too drained from work, worked almost full shift today. from 9.30am to 9pm and yesterday late shift. crazy schedule. level 3 outlet tomorrow. =)
i got my payroll just this afternoon. pathetic amount, after deduction of CPF. i'm left with this puny 500+ bucks which could hardly meet my ends. so sick.
i'm so wanna give up on life. at this point of time, i seriously puzzled with my own mind. i don't know what i want at all. i'm not sure what i should do. so much so for life i guess.
Elos and i was talking about marriage yesterday during lunch. and i know my loves have been very concerned about my love life. i don't know what else i could say but, i'm just dead tired. it's like i gave my best for someone i really loved. but somehow it just not returned and appreciated. i know such things cannot be ordered, but somehow you still holds some expectation don't you?
and i don't know why i missing Daniel. i'm starting to regret. i wonder what might be for us if i persist back then. i don't know who i love now, who i want now. sigh.
screw my love life. skip this subject.
back to work today.
big issues in life drives me nuts. but little things brings joy. for a very good example. Mr Gordon. i love it when he works. he will do little actions like smiling in a very silly manner and makes me laugh at my counter. i just love to observe him from afar. he's cute, a little. =p
okay. and a bastard from office seriously makes me wanna slaughter and stew him. Andrew is a fucking pervert. He's NBC most lecherous guy and he became darn famous over it. fancy married with a kid and trying to flirt with young girls. and he actually kinda touched my hand today. I SWEAR I'M GONNA KICK HIS BALLS IF HE DOES THAT AGAIN. he sucked at finding topic to speak to me, loser of all times.
here are how things went...
11am+ (phone rings)
Me: Good afternoon, NBC.
Andrew: Sok Chin around?
Me: Er, nope. but she working at 2pm today.
Andrew: Are there anyone else other than you?
Me: Nope.
Andrew: Are there things that need to be returned to office?
Me: Empty cartons, Invoice File, Transfer to BJ and Scheduler Stand.
Andrew: Okay, got it. see you later, i'm coming down.
it's like so what the fuck, this phone call is so redundant. he has to come down anyway
12pm+ (i was packing X'mas Cards counter)
* out of nowhere, he poped out *
Andrew: Mei Nu...
Me: * Looked up and freaked out * ( i was kneeling on the ground)
Andrew: the stuffs leh?
Me: Eh, you wait ar... * walks away*
* Bam, the packs of card fell onto the ground *
Me: Ah, shit.
Andrew. * laughing like some lecherous ass * it's okay, i help you.
* Goes in to store room with him following me behind *
Me: Nah, the stand and the cartons... * frantically looking for it *
* he pat my arms and points to the corner *
WHAT THE FUCK! he can save that body contact seriously. such a turned off. anyway...
Him: Eh, how's work? tough for you?
Me: * answering him in a very disinteresting manner * okay loh, work for almost a year, more or less use to it already.
Him: oh, so long? how come i've never seen you before.
Me: * rolling my eyes away * i saw you before.
Him: i see. * stretching his hands to reach for the position where i placed my hand on the cartons. *
Me: * touched and avoided. giving a one kind face *
Him: come, i help you. you sure no strength one hor. * still smiling away like some perverts *
Me: thanks ar.
* both walking out of the store room *
Him: can handle?
Me: ya. * in a very rude tone *
* While placing stuffs on the trolly *
Him: wow, you're wearing a very nice ring on your neck. where you bought it and how much is it?
Me: Oh, thanks. i'm not sure either, it's from my boyfriend.
Him: Oh... * silence *
am i right? he's so corny. idiotic. anyway he went off to level 3 to collect their stuffs. and after 5 minutes....
* the damn phone rings again *
Me: Good afternoon, NBC.
Him: Mei Nu, you never give me pink form how am i gonna those stuffs out of Taka?
Me: oh, i don't know need pink form. you wait i now go write.
Him: i come down take from you.
* right beside me again, smiling away and looking at me like what *
Me: wait ar. * went off to find Mr Chan to sign the form *
* Andrew looking attentively at my directions while i was talking to Mr Chan and he starts playing childish games with me -.-" *
Me: nah. the pink form.
Him: Now my turn to sign.
before i could react... he grab the whole of my hand when he could just asked for the pen or get the pen from the upper part and just nice, the cashier screams for me. being a nosey uncle, he asked me what happened...
Him: Customer wanna refund ar?
Me: No, gift wrapping. * trying so hard to chase him away *
Him: Oh, you know how to gift wrap ar.
Me: DUH. of course.
and praise the lord that he went off while i was busy serving the customers and while you think this is the end...
7pm+
Him: Yo, 2 Mei Nu. * referring to me and sherlyn *
Sherlyn and Me: * Looked up and ignore him. *
* puts the goods down on the floor *
Him: Eh, so happy ar you both * touching Sherlyn's shoulder before going off *
it's so what the fuck lah. he could just deliver the stuffs when he came in the afternoon and he act like he doesn't know that he have to. feigning ignorance doesn't work all the time. i hope he gets sack. and like after Sherlyn, i'm like the second victim. FUCK.
THE END, haha, a little abrupt. =p and i think i should stay, i'm happily bullying mr chan, Richard and Andy. =p
till then. =D
loved on 2:55 PM
