Sunday, February 10, 2008
Spinning: Famous Last Word - My Chemical Romance
Time: 12:07am
Mood: Disheartened
i'm feeling so fucked up right now. mind you, it's still CNY and it's only the 3rd day. how on earth am i gonna survive through the entire year?
fuck, fuck, fuck. i think i'm destined to have issues with Indians. i had 3 fucking angry experiences in the day alone. first, the cleaner at cineleisure who doesn't know how to push her trolley and rolled over my ankle and most importantly, born with a mouth but doesn't know how to apologize. second, a hairy fat ass who thinks he's damn loaded but have problem comprehending simple english was raising his sissy voice at me. and last, the oh-i'm-so-hot-like-paris-hilton curry potato came bitching at my counter, demanding my name, hoping to lodge a complaint and threatening me with her TAKASHIMAYA CASHIER position and manager.
goodness. does " dark chocolates " have brains or what? anyway, i'm so whatever. if you're so keen of getting my ass out of Taka, i'm glad to accommodate, causing a extra second of your sight is a major turn off in my life. =) nothing could ever beat that. heh.
i went malaysia on the first day of CNY. i had a great time catching up with all my elders, and that really made me feel like i'm stepping into adulthood already. conversations are no longer surrounded over academics. romance and career are the must-talk topics, cars, building careers, discussing about parentage are included. and upon receiving red packets, elders starts urging you to get into a relationship and get married soon. ah, if you experience the above, i bet you're getting old like i do. LOL. anyway, this is so different from what it used to be. growing up is sure tough and challenging. and also, a relative on mine passed away on that noon.
second day, i went for gathering at pei yi's house, it was sort of like taka promoter's gathering. =) though i don't know most of the people there, i had a great time mingling around. i think the world is filled with great souls. had my fill with steamboat, we played tarot cards. got mine read i think it's quite accurate for romance. anyway, who gives a fuck about it now. there are so much waiting for me.
today, my fucking bimbo aunt spoiled my day early in the morning. thanks to her for the lack of beauty sleep. i can't stand a moment conversing with her, she fucking turns me so off and makes my blood boils. i really hate her, i think she can say something more receptive. sparing you guys the details cause i don't wish to bring it up again.
oh ya, regarding the tattoo. i can't have it on my hand as it is not advisable. =(
god, where else can i have it at?
getting a coach tote bag for school, dying black hair, getting a tattoo done is my short term aim.
working tomorrow and having steamboat at jun feng house again.
see ya people. lots of love!
loved on 4:50 PM
