Saturday, February 23, 2008
Spinning: Over You - Chris Daughtry
Time: 1.03pm
Mood: Glad
i'm proud of myself, for everything and decision made towards you. i remembered you once said why i'm obstinate in holding us together because i've could simply choose another guy. and i told you. this is me, i do things to keep us together for you're my love i would give everything i have and i could. perhaps, this could get you thinking that i would never leave you. i don't know and i don't wanna know anymore. i'm no love fool, there are too much uncertainties in life. i rather we move on with life and do what life has for us, than to keep walking and eventually tiring us out.
i knew you never know what you wanted in life, i saw how you were struggling, whether to keep me or let me go. i witnessed how lost you are, you're still in search of your directions. perhaps, this break up would let you find what you really want, i believe you'll discover your true self soon. for me, i'm not ready for a relationship. there's so much things in life that await me, i can't afford to miss them out over love. i still have so much to experience, so much to try out, so much to go for. i have a burn passion, i have lots of energy to spare. i'm not gonna let them just die out like this. i wanna have fun, i wanna work, i wanna study until i'm ready for the real adulthood.
by the way, i'm really glad you acknowledge me last night, i'm even happier for you to see, despite of the late hours, you're still working on your customers. but this is not love anymore. i can no longer withstand a minute of your sight, i'm reluctant to see you. for getting my heartbroken once, twice and thrice is enough. there isn't a need to trigger them again. i wanted a deliverance and i'm gonna stay on with it. if we're really destined to start a brand new chapter in each other life, fate will bring us back together to work it out again. if not, wish you the best and goodbye. for your information, this is the other side of me you've never seen, the decisive and determined me.
Song for him - Over You - Chris Daughtry
Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
Fell to far, was in way to deep
I guess I let you get the best of me
Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
and spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
The day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you!
You took a hammer to these walls
dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say
When you slammed the front door shut
A lot of others opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me
Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
And spending all of these these years
Putting my heart back together
It's a day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you
Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know
Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And i never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
and spending all of these years
Putting My heart back together
Oh Ooooooh!
Now I'm putting my heart back together!
oh Ooooooooh!
Cause I got over you!
I got over you!
I got over you!
It's a day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you
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