Monday, February 11, 2008

Spinning: Wait For You - Elliott Yamin
Time: 2:17am
Mood: Reminiscing

i had a long day today. worked and joined pei yee and jun feng's steamboat sessions till 11pm plus. totally stuffed myself with food today and i seriously think i should start working out and get back to my original weight, 41kg. =)

i don't know why i'm missing you so much lately Kel. i know you won't get to read everything that i posted here, but i still wanna do so, just in case you get to. by now, i more or less know we have stepped out of each other's life already. i gotta admit that deep down in me, i still love you much and somewhat still longing for your existence in my life. what seems falseful in the past doesn't matter anymore, lies don't carry weights now, i just want you. you not necessary have to treat me well enough to exchange for my love, just be my man and you can have all my heart. if we have a chance to start all over again, i'll do it differently, but still love you like i've always do. i hope you would love me more, i hope there's more waiting for us. i hope this is not the end.

loved on 6:30 PM