Friday, February 15, 2008
Spinning: -
Time: 1:48am
Mood: Devastated
i enjoyed my valentine day. the movie, the shopping, the dinning. thanks ben for the beautiful day. additional to that, i think it pretty nice to have kelvin replying my sms. might not mean a thing to him, but it's otherwise for me.
though he didn't told me what exactly happened. i think i should get rid of hindrances that are holding me back in life. i gotta admit that i do love this guy a lot. pathetically, my love isn't returned in the amount it should be. really, what can i say other than i really suck and i can't love him enough.
it's not my fault, it's not i haven't given you anything. you abused my love, you treated me like dirt, you ignored and denied my existence. if you played me, karma will strike you back, real hard. heaven shall do what deem fits. full stop, end of story. bye.
I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
I just need to be stronger in order to let him go totally.
loved on 5:58 PM
