Saturday, March 1, 2008

Spinning: Elevator - Flo Rida
Time: 11.02pm
Mood: missing someone badly

i'm turning 19 this year, fairly reasonable to be labeled as a young adult i guess. but i don't understand, despite of my maturity and age, my parent aren't acting they way they should be. daddy is more paranoid then mummy, always. i don't know what to comment on this, i know they love and care for me. but can't they behave the way they ought to?

anyway, i subconsciously decided to get a Gucci Bag instead. i'll start saving up now. should be able to do it in less then 2 months. =) don't say i'm throwing money away. i'm just going for something i like. (maybe kelvin has a part in influencing me, seriously whatever.) i'll get LV when i got more cash to spare. well, i pamper myself using my own money. so don't try to label me a gold digger cause i don't spend a single cent from a guy. i don't know why kelvin and some older guys have this mindset that i'm one. perhaps i got that look or something, but i'm just not one. kelvin should know after knowing me for sometime.

i still miss kelvin. just a tiny bit. i know it's been a week or so. or even more than that to sum things up. i don't yearn for his face, just missing him. our happy times to be exact. i miss the way he drives especially. he and his Euro R are perfect matched. he never fails to mesmerize me in that way.

i'm missing this someone today. and i don't know why. i've stopped doing so since months ago. perhaps i catch up with him or something. i wonder how he feels towards me now, past, present and future. it is me or there's something going on? i hope i misread this, i hope i'm thinking too much. to be frank, my pillow do smell so much better after he hugged it. it's not the smell, it's his presence that lingered that keep me asking for more.

new 2008 Honda S2000 CR. stunning right? =)
i want this, daddy! heh,.

see ya, loves.

loved on 3:28 PM