Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Spinning: Boston - Augustana
Time: 1:25am
Mood: Broken
i can't sleep, my mind is filled with the thoughts of you and your lies. trying so hard to let go what's left behind but looking what i shouldn't have discovered, i can't help to wonder how much everything actually meant. everything did seems real, or it was? i don't know, does figuring things out helps at all? so bleak, so helpless.
loved you once, needed protection. you'll always be in heart like a tattoo. unfortunately, i'm nothing, in fact, just a piece of shit in your eyes.
i hate myself for loving you. i shall gather all the lost courage, i will try harder in suppressing the pain. well, life goes on.
Song for the situation - Boston
In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... you said...
You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,
Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...
You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,
She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,
Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Yeah Boston...
Where no one knows my name.
loved on 5:33 PM
