Thursday, February 14, 2008
Spinning: Made To Love - Toby Mac
Time: 12:54pm
Mood: slightly under the weather
leaving someone you truly love indeed requires a lot more courage than you think.
gosh, i think i'm gonna fall sick soon. i'm having bad flu right now, i can barely breathe with my nose and my eyes are so puffy and swollen. ="( i remembered the last time i was rather sick, kelvin was around to take care of me, he even picked me up from work to send me to visit a doctor. i recalled him scolding me over eating ice cream when i was almost half dead. fought over this silly matter and i cried like hell. the sweet message he sent over in the morning really did made my day, the way he force me to drink water in the car, i'm missing them so much? why do we always cherish when everything is too late?
what's now? no rectification? no nothing. fuck, i don't even have a chance to fight over foolish stuffs with him anymore. sometimes, i would rather stay through the bad times, at least i know we're still around for each other. silly? but who cares, this is how much i love this man.
sorry, couldn't suppress my emotional further. just wanna be true to be myself. but i guess, this is gonna be futile again. well, at least i tried and this is my best.
happy valentine day people! enjoy yourself alright. =)
loved on 5:11 PM
