Saturday, February 16, 2008

Spinning: Move Along - The All American Rejects
Time: 11:47pm
Mood: a little pissed

i hate it when people bring up a particular someone that will turn me off immediately. certain people are not worth mentioning at all. and when i bloody say i wanna cut him out of my life, i'm fucking determined. so stop preaching, hoping i would retrieve my words and actions, thinking that i would change my mind. quit trying, this bit doesn't cause any effect on me. callous? bitch? feel free to label, at least i don't busted.

back to the usual, dailies.
i'm enlightened by two happenings.

1st. cherish is a lesson you gotta pick up in life.

too often, human being take things for granted. frequent occurrence makes us thinking that we deserve every existence and every effort made for us. a split second could change everything, i believe you don't wanna start reminiscing.

2nd. experiences and maturity reviews your expectations every now and then.

i saw how kids at my age date, i admire some cause they are fantastic at handling relationships. while some really makes me wanna pity them, childish immature childish.

i used to portray love as something romantic, meaning you gotta make every day so special. erm, well, it does spice things up, but soon enough you're gonna run out of ideas and start running back to your mum. =)

i don't see why you can't be impartial when it comes to work/career and romance. don't you know, career and love can't survive together? perhaps i'm more of a workaholic, i never believe in involving your emotions with work. i know it's tough, and i do fail sometimes, but i somewhat overcame this problem. i never want my man to run away from work just to send me home, it's a huge turn off. are you telling me this is how responsible you can be in life? i might be touched if i'm 13 this year.

if you can only blabber your sweetheart's name at the very moment you open your mouth, i suggest you tape your mouth tight. be it a shopping / tea sessions, girls night out, hang out period or whatsoever activity. this is your business with your friends, you don't have to keep mentioning this and that about your honey. you won't die without bring her/his name up for a minute. please, learn to have your own space. and kindly do some good deed by not sharing things about your love, we are tad uninterested.

okay, shocked to see me writing this? unlike me isn't it, i wasn't like this back then, i swear.

sharing my dreams in my next post. hopefully i'm inspired enough to write. =p

loved on 4:05 PM