Sunday, March 9, 2008

Spinning: Baby Love - Nicole Scherzinger
Time: 3.00pm
Mood: Neutral

i just woke up and i received a message from someone i don't wanna hear from. well, honey, since you don't know how to love me the right way, respect me and listen out to what i've got to say, this is what you get from me. i told you, you reaped what you sow. i said i wanted space, but your impatiences are driving me to the corner. i make myself very clear that i need time to sort things out and my main priorities are work, studies and enjoy life. and yours should be your career and family, not romance for you're already 25. how much time do you actually wanna carry on wasting? still immature despite of your age, such a letdown, frankly speaking. you said you know what went wrong and you're gonna change. but i guess i gotta believe that leopard never changes it's spots. you're still not listening and still being real selfish and insisting your way through in my life. mind you, if you wanna make a way through my life, it's definitely not this way. i maybe some puny little girl out there on the street who's gonna turn 19 in a few months time. but that doesn't necessary mean i'm someone whom have no thinking, values and beliefs of my own. i do what i think is right for me, i do what i want and what i like, i stay firmed with my own perceptions and values. so kindly stop imposing your whatever shits on me, you know it's gonna be futile. it's definitely a nowhere thing. i tried holding myself back and be more tolerant, but then again, you took them for granted and turning a deaf ear to what i constantly reminded you. too bad for you, i gotta cut you out of my life straight. well, you can't honour what you said, i won't honour the way you want me to. this is me, you forced me to turn callous and ugly. don't say i didn't warn you at all.

after 2-3 weeks of observation from afar, i realized i may have maligned kelvin. perhaps he wasn't that kind of guy which i had carved him out to be in my heart and mind. but still, there's s possibility i could be wrong. it's always good not to be too judgmental at times.

song for him - baby love

I remember like it was yesterday
First kiss and I knew you changed the game
You have me, exactly, well you want it,
And I'm on it

And I ain't ever gonna let you get away
Holdin' hands never made me feel this way
So special, boy it's your, it's your smile
We so in love

La la la la
Yeah
We so in love
La la la la la
And I just can't get enough
Of your La la la la la
Yeah we so in love, love
I want you to know

You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything

Been a minute and we still holding it down
Butterflies every time you come around
You make me, so crazy
It's crazy, oh baby

And I don't ever wanna be with no one else
You're the only one that ever made me melt
You're special, boy it's your, your style
We so in love

La la la la
Yeah
We so in love
La la la la la
And I just can't get enough
Of your La la la la la
Yeah it's all I'm thinking of
Love
I want you to know

You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything

Everything, everything, ooo
Everything, everything, ooo

You're my always and forever
You're my sunshine
On my mind, constant
Think about you all the time
You're my everything

Everything, everything, ooo
Everything, everything, ooo

You my new school (love)
You my old school (love)
And it's so true
You're the one I'm thinking of

You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
(You make the sun come up on a cloudy day
You're my number one, you're my special thing)
You're my every, every, every, everything

Everything, everything, ooo
Everything, everything, ooo
You are my baby, baby, baby, baby love

Everything, everything, ooo
Everything, everything, ooo
You're my everything
You are my baby, baby, baby, baby love

going to get my hair done soon.
to be updated again. =)

loved on 7:08 AM