Thursday, May 1, 2008

Spinning: Better In Time - Leona Lewis
Time: 2.35pm
Mood: lost...

i thought i knew where i was going. i thought i finally discovered what i really needed and wanted in life. just when i thought i was moving on, i was actually stationary. let me go or should i let you go. i don't know which is which. i only know i need a deliverance from all those memories you brought. you put me through all the pains and hurts. it's more than i could take. so leave me alone, i don't need these to survive. from bringing you alive to have you dead. for making me love you and to find you breaking my heart, making me never to love like before. what's enough is enough. we need a breakaway from each other. otherwise we'll never find ourself another person to love. i need to stop being reminded of you, to think of you and to even miss you sometimes.

it's public holiday tomorrow. SO BLOODY HAPPY CAN OR NOT. i fucking don't have to wake up early in the morning just for the tedious everyday routine. been only 3 weeks and it's already driving me nuts. i foresee myself skipping class soon. =D i shall make full use of the entire day to catch up with revision and complete at least one major project. so i'll have more time for other things. heh.

i'll be back to blog.

a song dedicated to someone in the past...
Over you - Chris Daughtry

Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of me

Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me

Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!

I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you

And I never saw it coming
I should have started running
I’m finally getting better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!

The day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you…

loved on 8:49 AM