Monday, April 28, 2008

Spinning: Hold On - KT Tunstall
Time: 11.43am
Mood: Curious

i see myself falling back whenever i try moving on.

believe it or not, lao niang is really damn busy. don't add on to my stress level or i swear i won't be playing nice anymore.

anyway, yesterday was my only rest day. i know i know, fucking pathetic. 7 days a week and only one day totally free for myself. oops, not really free for myself. i still have to divide them among my family, friends, boyfriend and activities. slacked with mok yesterday during dinner time. (bro, see i so nice, i was having fever and i still came down leh =x)

okay, anyway, we were talking cock and we ended up on a provocative topic. the other day, edward was sharing his personal stuffs with me while boasting about his BMW -_-" and it stirred something in me. so i proposed him a question - it is true that guys can't love their girl without lusting after them? he told that they come together, like a package. i asked him why, he couldn't tell at all. so being the always super duper curious Dannie, i shifted my focal point to mr boyfriend. he did explained something like men are born like that. but if you truly love your girlfriend, you would wanna respect her more than having sex with her. and love always weigh more than lust. being very unsatisfied still, i targeted mok yesterday. he too, gave me another stupid vague answer. he's the worst, he couldn't even explain at all. so being the irritating me, i went to pester mr boyfriend again when i was having supper with him, expectedly another disappointing response. well, after going through the tedious process of filling my hunger, no one was able to tell me why can't men just eliminate the lust they have towards their girlfriend? WHY CAN'T YOU GUYS TELL ME?! i'm seldom this eager to acquire knowledge one you know =(

ps: i think i better stop my attacks. if not the 3 of them are gonna kill me in no time. =x

tsk tsk tsk. MEN.

loved on 3:03 AM