Sunday, April 20, 2008

Spinning: Yesterday - Leona Lewis
Time: 9.59am
Mood: running out of patience...

i'm feeling so fucked up. i'm fed up with life. i think i had enough of i'm going through, especially what those fuckers are putting me through. even strangers are giving me hard times, dampening my day and effort whenever i'm trying hard to be positive.

anyone wants bad luck? i think i can share them with you or give them out for free? i keep meeting unreasonable customers. constantly twisting their words and blaming me for what she did. stop faking that ang mo accent lah, you're not an ABC. i'm fine if with you speaking perfect english but i don't see why you gotta slang like edison chen's accent. fugly bitch. and on the way to school yesterday, there was a little accident. a butch of office lady (OL) for some reasons all lost their balance and all fell on me. being the real unlucky me who happened to lean at the door that doesn't open at all, i got my toes stepped on real hard, her heels are really thin and high alright. now, my toes are like swollen and reddish. goodness. she was very apologetic and knowing it was an accident, i smiled and told her it was alright. now, i think i don't have to be so nice hor?

and...

I FUCKING DETEST TZE CHING AND ELOS. CCB.

YOU GUYS MADE MY WORKING DAYS AND EXPERIENCE SUPER DUPER HORRIBLE ESPECIALLY WITH THAT FUCKING BUCK TEETH AND MALAYSIAN ACCENT OF YOURS AND ALSO THOSE FATS YOU FAIL TO SHED OFF IN YOUR BODY WHICH GOT YOU THINKING YOU'RE DAMN HOT AND SEXY. STOP BEING DESPERATE. STOP BEING A HYPOCRITE IN FRONT OF ME. YOU DON'T NEED TO PUT ON AN ACT IN FRONT OF ME, BECAUSE I SIMPLY CAN'T BE BOTHERED TO COOPERATE WITH YOU. AND YOU BLOODY THINK YOU GOT THE GUTS TO SLAP ME, BY ALL MEANS GO AHEAD. I SWEAR TO GOD THAT I'M GONNA GET YOU THOUGH LEGAL MEANS AND MAKE SURE YOU GO BANKRUPT. STOP BEING SO SELF ABSORBED. YOU'RE NOT EVEN COMPARABLE TO A PEA IN MY EYES. SO STOP TRYING SO HARD TO GET ME OUT OF NBC. SINCE YOU'RE HERE TO POST A CHALLENGE WITH ME, I GUESS I'M IN FOR IT.

don't bother commenting on this part. if you here to tell me to cool off and let them be. i'm sorry, i would prefer you to shut your trap than giving me your two cents worth. because i can frankly tell you, you don't know what these bitches got me going through, especially when life got me real exhausted and had already drained most of my energy. even if you do know, you can say you empathy with me about this conflict, i swear you don't know how it feels to be in caught up in this situation and to be maligned repeatedly over mindless stuffs. i did tried my best to ignore and forgive them for being ignorant. but time and again, they have been taking granted of me and gradually picking at innocent parties. i hate it most when pots calling the kettle black. they were the one who stirred all these shit. why things came around and others being accused of what they did. these isn't the price we have to pay, we don't have to bow down to injustice. one more verbal abuse, that's it. i'm gonna fuck her for i don't see the need to be magnanimous to people like this. i no longer can be bothered to be the bigger person here, who cares about your image, defending oneself is the most important thing now. anyway, this is Singapore not your forefather homeland, we have laws, mind what you say. i dare you to slap me and i shall witness how you get your ass into trouble. and don't tell me that was accidental or whatsoever, you're old enough to know you're responsible for your words and your words sounds like a threat.

whatever! off to do my projects.
loads of revision and work are waiting for me to be accomplished.
i'm loving school and my mates, AME and MK! =D

loved on 1:26 AM