Thursday, April 3, 2008

Spinning: PS, i'm still not over you - Rihanna
Time: 1.47pm
Mood: Torn

it was april fool yesterday and i totally cleaned forgotten about it. so it's kinda expected that i got tricked.

SMS from kelvin @ 8.39pm

Hey, if you hate me then tell me lah. don't need to gossip behind my back right?

Reply to Kelvin * being the real innocent me, i thought he confronted the wrong person *

Huh, you sent wrong person?

after sometime, i didn't get any reply. i went ahead with another sms.

have you sent wrong sms to me? cause i don't see why i should hate you. and more over gossip. i won't gain anything from doing so.

- missed call from kelvin @ 8.57pm -

i called back and hear kelvin laughing hysterically. -.-" still being real dumbed, i asked what exactly happened. guess what he said. it's april fool today lah. you got tricked by me. and that crazy laughter persisted -_________________-" it's like, for once kelvin was really damn bloody happy and sounded so cheerful. goodness.

thanks kelvin, FOR THE VERY " PLEASANT " surprise.


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i was rather unhappy yesterday. so i decided to slack outside. being a very smart girl like me, i asked someone who stays near me for accompany. slacked with kelvin wong (i don't know what's with the popularity of the name, anyway.) at park. was exchanging some stupid issues and great philosophy of life with each other.

for people like me and kelvin wong (we're one of a kind) , life's never fail to get real complicated. perhaps it's our mentality, beliefs and values we hold on to that lead us to be what we are now.

and i gotta agree. that different character and personality definitely affects your way of mind and life. some people are simply, they get content easily. people like me seeks a sense of satisfaction and fulfillment only when we make achievement using my own effort and bare hands. some ask for a dream car of honda civic, while my kind of would ask for a real flashy car. some would settle down for a 3 or 4 room HDB flat and others would work towards to penthouse. your level of happiness is distinguish by your expectation. and the contentedness and happiness are at different levels and they do feel very differently.

some shared simplicity and complication are drawn between a very thin line. you can actually choose your path. but personally, i doubt so, your mindset are influenced by what enlightened you and what actually leads you to enlightenments are your level of exposure, experiences and emotions in daily life. just when you think you are opened to other choices in life, they are actually limited to a few.

well, come down to everything. i'm still young. people come and go in our life. there are no certainty who's gonna be there till the end except your family. so cherish what's secure right now, for the unexpected would strike unknowingly. some things are irreplaceable. =]

loved on 5:22 AM