Thursday, April 17, 2008

Spinning: Better in Time - Leona Lewis
Time: 7.58pm
Mood: exhausted

got nothing much to update. life's pretty smooth sailing other then...

01. being squashed in bus and trains on the way to school every morning!! humans are worst than animals sometimes? agree?

02. being more broke than ever due to breakfast at starbucks for 3 days, desperately need alternatives!

03. more and endless projects coming up. you get coursework allocated to you after every lesson now.

04. lecturers are getting stricter when it comes to punctuality and attendance wise. good, i need some damn thing to push me also.

05. other's eye candy isn't mine. =( i don't find him special.

06. i have a hard time deciding what to wear in the morning before my hectic day starts.

07. i barely have time to sleep. i look awful now.

08. i'm really diligent =x i'm so studious, so academic driven. i pay lots of attention in class and do my own notes for a change.

09. i'm on my way to adapting to this new life. i can't really juggle at the moment. it's like there are too much things going on, and i only have to 1 pairs of hands to get things done and a pairs of legs to support me.

family + work + friends + him + daily school routine + countless and stressful projects + lack of sleep / rest + unexpectancy (negatives like problems) + happenings = shan, please rest in peace.

WHAT THE FUCK. i'm like superwoman on the making don't you think so?!

10. (which is the most important point) someone please stab me to death. thank you.

gotta do my revision. i had enough of being crazy.
i won't be updating so often. i'm dead serious this time.
guess you had already realized that.

good night!

ps: dear kailun. you'll always be missed. sorry for being a little late, was really busy lah =( sorry.

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