Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Spinning: Stolen - Dashboard Confessionals
Time: 9.25pm
Mood: thousand things running through my mind now...

day started off real late, i can't even believe it. i actually find myself waking up at 4pm today. thanks, i can't imagine waking up at this hour for school. -_-"

Gordon, i feel like mincing you like some pork on the chopping board right now. you made me wait for so-so long yesterday. well, at least you did informed me not to wait for you already. whatever it is, thanks for accompanying me after work and cheering me up yesterday. was super duper sweet of you lah. sleep more, i know you're tired after that msn marathon chat and subsequent late night chats. don't wanna received your message telling me you're late for work and almost getting accidents on the road. =) a word of concern over here alright.

am so glad that i won this fucking game of love. well, correction. should be the battle of sexes? to think he actually still lives in the olden days where men are still much more superior then women. now, did i managed to prove you that i'm one new age women whom you can't take advantage of. we girls know what we really want in life, so don't treat us like we some dumb ass. com'on, we are equally smart and capable as men do, it's just that we get swayed by emotions sometimes. anyway, there's nothing called being a female always makes you at the losing end. hell to you and prejudice mindset. time to look at the world dude.

that inches-thick-skinned-asshole ex boyfriend of mine took the initiative to suggest a meet up.
[ jus, you're spot on. you're a potential fortune teller, quit NBC, your career awaits you! ] you're sick, real sick jerk. i can't believe despite of what you did all these years, you're still so proud of yourself. you can even share how many girls actually fell head over heels over you and just for you? you even got the cheek to tell me how you manage to get the girl to bed you and stuffs. and don't pollute my ears with your " numbers of achievements ", ain't interested here. i'm strongly determined to leave you for good. there's nothing you can do to redeem yourself. but a word of advice before i go, you're old and mature enough to know to differentiate stuffs. learn to stay on the right track. living life with no conscience isn't considered as living. i'm done with you, so get your fucking ugly ass off my life.

whatever you say, i did not play you. i was true until you revealed your true colours. and its just so happened that i learn to live without some people in life. a very good example, which is you. certainly you're one i can live without to lead a better life ahead. men like you should just burn in hell. there's something call karma mind you, honey. do you wanna see your daughter getting laid by those guys like how you do to people's daughter. thick twice for now. i guess you redeemed enough credit for your latter life in hell =D period.

it doesn't feels good to wait for something. i hope this doesn't have to go on. feels real terrible. sigh. give it a whirl will you?! am dying if this persist!

ps: 6 more days to school reopen! HEH, gimme shuai ge(s).

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