Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Spinning: Stop and Stare - One Republic
Time: 4.56pm
Mood: devastated and drained

when it rains, it pours. very true.

first, allow me to apologize for the sudden closure of my blog. due to personal reason, i think that it was absolute necessary do so.

it's been quite awhile since i last blogged. been real down on my luck. like having blackmailed and threatened, being pestered by someone over something in the past, busted by your good male friend who actually badmouthed you behind your back and going round telling people i'm something like his sex toy or whatsoever when we're merely FRIENDS , getting backstabbed over mindless stuffs all over again by different people whom never should be in my life, losing my favourite handphone pouch in bus and gotten my elbow and thigh scraped and bled for no reasons. can't help but to feel dishearten and sick of life. so much unhappy events has been happening, what the hell did i offend the gods above to deserve all the negatives in one short week!

when can i stop crying so i won't worry my love ones. can't i be a little stronger?

lack of sleep. desperate for rest now. been 4 days since i barely slept well. gordon, you should rest more too. if you're reading this.

be back to update. good night.

ps: omg!! i just realized my savings are used up by buying of perfumes, DS and wallet. =( i wanna save those money back.

loved on 8:04 AM