Saturday, June 28, 2008

Spinning: Lips Of An Angel - Hinder
Time: 3.08am
Mood: missing him...

you smell and kiss still lingers.
i love the little things we always do.
talking about cars, washing your car together in the late nights.
teasing each other, laughing out loud with each other.
i love the way you would put your arms around me and my neck. and hug me from the back.
i miss your large palm and really long fingers, believe it or not, i really love it rough.
we may have sought love from some people after our separation. though i have never show you how much i actually love you deep down, you can never imagine how much you meant to me. thus, i've always choose to be the one, standing there silently, waiting for you to approach me. cause at least i know, i still mean something to you. i will be a contend little girl as long as you do remember me once in awhile.

today, i'm giving my word. for all you did in the past to hurt me and strain our relationship, i'll let it go. i'll forgive you whole heartedly.

i always thought i've loved someone else more. but today's incident totally proved me wrong. i couldn't describe those pictures i saw and i never wanna go through this again. cause anytime, this could be your first car accident and the last one. i really don't wanna be so calculative, it really doesn't matter who did who wronged and stuffs like that. let bygone be bygone, i don't wanna let the past and hurt to pull me down. all i ask for is you to be healthy and happy.

unexpectancy reminded me again that your love one could go anytime, so cherish hard and really well. certain things aren't really as important as it seems, even if they do, it's just for that moment. a fleeting one.

loved on 3:24 AM