Friday, June 6, 2008

Spinning: Photographs - Nickleback
Time: 8.42pm
Mood: curious...

everyone changes a little everyday, subconsciously and consciously.

i was looking through all those little folders in my laptop, wanting to transfer some pictures over to my mobile phone.

i happened to chance upon some beautiful pictures me and one of my ex lover took 2 years ago. i felt something very strongly while browsing through, i was thinking, how did this 2 people, started off as strangers, fell in love and eventually falling out of love?

love is mysterious yet beautiful. painful yet sweet. it pricks but keeps people asking for more. what's love? giving all your heart out or just for companionships?

is love here to stay for a lifetime for you and your partner, or it will vanish into thin air once the chemical in your brain runs out? is working out the only solution or walking out on each other is the right solutions? which is truer, trying and making a broken relationship workable or letting go of that broken love because break up is break up? it's called a break up because it just won't work? isn't it very irony when people says, as long he's happy, i'm happy too. but their heart is breaking silent inside?

i had a good talk with one of my girlfriend. she was asking who do i really love. no answer, but one good conclusion. i'm just tired of all the commotions.

she has spent most of her time looking for that someone just to love, to give her heart to?, to rely on, to spend her precious time with. but found no one available, or someone to return her that special feelings.

for me? i wanna a escape from relationship issues. i swear they are nothing but troubles. some people don't mind having them, but personally i do detest them to the core, hoping to get rid of it.

god's always unfair man!

i hope everything will be sorted out by tonight and stay peaceful forever. =)

loved on 9:09 PM