Thursday, July 3, 2008

Spinning: one step at a time - Jordin Sparks
Time: 10.19pm
Mood: moody

i don't know why i'm sitting here waiting beside my phone all day long for your reply. it was a surprise, a pleasant one i guess. have never expected this, totally.

it's not me, it's not my style, especially when it comes to a guy like you.
not my cup of tea and all. zero, ZERO.
can't explain, just can't.
the worst was, my heart actually skipped a beat when you're near me.
sometimes, i feel it could be the work of god.
some what like fated or destined that things are this way.
or perhaps, i'm acting like some retard, misreading everything.

whatever, i'm so fucking gonna get over this.

alright. i had my journalism paper just yesterday. it was hell! totally killed my brain cells and all. it was so bad that i was almost dead by the time i reached home.

you know i'm so gonna curse padman for lying. i wish him hell and i'm so freaking sure he would be burning his ass in hell after he's gone. lying to your students and making them studying so hard for those stuffs that are not gonna come out for exams is such a sin! if i were a lecturer, that's definitely the last thing i will ever do to my students i tell you. yes, yea right, so much so for exam hints. fish him.

what the fish, what the fish!

a bad start, so i reckon the rest of my papers aren't gonna be easy either.

i'm kinda lazy, i'm gonna reduce my units from 6 to 5 for Public Relations. it doesn't pays to be hardworking sometimes. =/

just the other day, i spent 126 on contact lenses and 395 bucks on cosmetics.
totaling up my damage to $521.
i better not be stress anymore, cause i'm unbelievable scary to actually spend such an amount of money in a short 15 minutes.
okay, come to think of it. i could have fucking gotten a gucci belt with this sum of money. FISH.

anyway.

132 bucks for paul and joe.
consisting a skin brightening kit, a highlighting + eye colour crayon, a eye gloss

263 bucks, Shu Uemura.
a big bottle of recovery ex oil cleanser, a waterproof eyeliner pencil, a hard formula eye brown pencil, a very versatile concealer pencil.

now, i'm so fucking tempted to get the new mascara from Chanel.
and i've decided to just so get over the struggle and just fucking buy my gucci lanyard.
plus, i think i'm changing a new phone.
torn between the new samsung omnia and the upcoming 3G apple iphone.

whatever. i'm too stress and too tired for anything and everything.
my life needs a makeover.

new job, new exposures, new challenges, new love, new faces, new environment.

good night.

loved on 10:45 PM