Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Spinning: Dare You To Move - Switchfoot
Time: 10.43am
Mood: scared and nervous

i used to think that i'm someone with no fears.
till today, i found out what's my greatest fear.

i'm not afraid of losing out.
cause i know i'll find way to catch up.

i'm not afraid of knowing i will fail.
because i'll make sure i try enough and to make it there.

i'm not afraid of being alone, keep everything to myself.
cause i know i still have myself, even if the world abandons me.

but i'm really can't accept the fact that your love ones are one by one stepping out of your life.
and you totally have no idea if that's for good.
nothing for certain.
i fear the unknown, i fear the feeling of losing someone.

i don't know why i feel so strong about you getting enlisted.
perhaps we have been part of each other for quite sometime.
maybe it's not the case for you, but me.
i've been secretly missing you, looking out for you.
there are some people i can really do without, just not you.
it wasn't him. all along.

for once i really felt 2 years is really long.
i feel the pain.

welcome to the planet.
welcome to the existence.
Welcome to the fallout.
Welcome to resistance.

loved on 10:53 AM