Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Spinning: Sunday Morning Song - Howie Day
Time: 10.20pm
Mood: Thoughtful

i'm a little under the weather right now.
having throat sore and cough is developing.
my health is finally giving way, after a month of hectic lifestyle.
at least i know this month has been fulfilling than ever. :)
learning to take things on stride than previously.
place faith and commitment at work, determined to do excel.
rushing and working of projects, meeting new people everywhere, preparing for the approaching examination in a month's time, doing graduation project real soon and i'll be a advanced diploma graduate.

time files faster as you get older.
agree?

i know it's gonna be 2 months away and i still have the time in the world to think about my path ahead.
i don't know if i'm born like that or life have changed me.
i plan ahead, because i plan to succeed.
i was wondering if i should get
(1) a full time related job with my qualification
(2) offer myself as a slave for internship programmes
(3) work more days with EL.
(4) switch to full time with EL.
(5) do degree with ECU / OCU
(6) do degree with uniSIM / SIM - RMIT
(7) if i were to study, should i take full time or part time courses?

oh my god. i'm so opened to so many options.
i'm totally lost and have no idea what to do with it.
what should i do? what should i do?
DILEMMA.

letting you go isn't something i would say is easy nor tough.
it's just another part of my mundane life.
your departure made me stronger, thank you.
i learn to cherish my days more.
i'm able to live afresh, anew again.
you made me rediscover and redefine life and i came up with revelations and i
managed to make a revolution through all.
thank you Adrian.
always love you, not that way anymore of course. :)

loved on 10:36 PM