Thursday, September 25, 2008
Spinning: Run to me - Nick Lachey
Time: 6.36pm
Mood: skeptical
in a world of uncertainties.
i grow to be skeptical of myself.
living in a world where everyone are believe to be an individual identity.
who can you trust wholeheartedly?
who is worthy of your trust?
who can you love unconditionally?
when you realized you can't and don't trust yourself.
where can you go?
where's your route to escapism?
maybe i'm still myself.
perhaps i did changed.
i don't know.
i think i lost myself.
what was taken seriously in the past don't mean a shit now.
apparently, what seems perfect back then, are stained and scarred.
are career, qualifications, material, possessions everything?
at least they never betray you like how relationships do.
this life is a merry go round, always going circle.
there's no dead end.
live your days in emptiness.
you can be tired of anything, everything in the world.
but you can never be tired of yourself.
maybe it's time to go to a place where no one will know my name, who am i.
how great would that be.
loved on 6:50 PM
