Sunday, September 14, 2008
Spinning: What About Now - Chris Daughtry
Time: 9.53pm
Mood: heartbroken
should i say we're fated, thus explaining the coincidences today.
or should i brush it off and say it just so happened?
in the past, i have to try so hard to so called bumped into someone i miss dearly.
i don't know why things seems so easy today.
from seeing you from afar early in the morning, to doing so much admin work and twice only your name had caught my eyes and seeing you straight in the eyes in my counter.
i wonder. really do.
did heaven do this on purpose?
to trigger what all that went so wrong?
something we can never ever turned it back.
or telling me that things might be more than this.
i had this urge just now.
to give you a message, but i'm holding myself back.
i wanna ask, how's your life been, after we left each other.
are you happier without me?
why did you choose to give me up?
where and exactly what went wrong with us?
do i still across your mind,anytime by any chance?
and do you still love me?
missing you means loving you.
this is for you Adrian.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.
loved on 10:07 PM
