Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Spinning: I Love You - Tila Tequila
Time: 12.21pm
Mood: lethargic

i'm terrible sorry for the lack of updates.

life's been hard and hectic on me that i don't even have the energy or spare time to blog.

coming to the 3rd month in EL. life never fail to disappoint me again. i don't know who i can trust wholeheartedly in this so called big family. the greed in one makes a beautiful lady ugly.

so what you made it to EL? perhaps it does mean something about your looks, which many might not be entitled to such opportunity. i realized many beautiful people out there are using underhand means, backstabbing, resorting to actions that buried one's conscious to be everything they wanna be. i don't understand. is being top sales everything? is being the best everything? i don't know. throwing your dignity, your "face" just to obtain your goals? thanks, but no thanks.

i know politics is inevitable in the law of competitions. perhaps i'm still young in the eyes of the society. maybe, what they are doing right now are nothing , absolutely nuts to them.

i began to look down on my species - man. i even look down on myself.

take up the challenge or die trying.

ps: ask me if you're interested in knowing about the whole incident. certain things are unsuitable to be revealed to the public.

loved on 12:32 PM