Sunday, October 12, 2008

Spinning: 李玖哲－想太多
Time: 10.15am
Mood: calm

Wednesday, after advertising paper, which was also the last paper.
the girls and i went for a nice dinner at fish & co. glass house.
and for some reason, we were on this topic.
guys giving us real flowers and plastic flowers.

in my opinion,
i feel flowers is a representative of one's sincerity and love.
if one were to give me a real flower, it will wither.
and does it mean your love and sincerity will fade off in time to come?
as for otherwise, the plastic.
does it mean you're being hypocritical right from the start?

so i prefer none. you might find this logic of mine illogical.

so the girls were asking.
so what do you a guy to give you, dannie.

i told them.
"just love will do."
"i don't need my man to give me anything. he don't have to be rich to buy me the world. he don't want to fly all the way up to get me the stars. he don't have to die for me. i don't need anything from him, other than his love. all i ask is all his truest love, i don't think that's too hard to do so."

they were rather shocked i reckon, base on their reactions and expression.
then mk said " people who don't know you, might think you're demanding. may think you're too materialistic. but inside you, what you ask from a man is the simplest things in life. they just fail to know the real you."

i followed by an explanation.
" i'm independent. i'm capable of earning my own expenses. i practically have everything in life right now. the best family, friends who stayed through the thick and thins. as for the material goods i own, i don't have to go on about it. "

and that explains why i post the previous post, about how much you know yourself. how much other know about you.
i may have change, over the days and months.
be it good or bad.
there is one thing that never change over the years.
i only wish to receive the truest love from my man.

sorry to say this.
you people don't know me.
you don't know who's the real Dannie.
or perhaps, i should apologize for being too defensive, always on my guard. that i closed myself up to prevent from getting hurt.


ANYWAY.

yesterday i saw kelvin's friendster.
he gotten himself a type r and not only that, he found himself another target.
i don't know. it might be my assumption.
but what is girls to a man like him.
good for him.
i hope the girl wouldn't break her heart like mine.
it's not worthy for a casanova.

it's pretty amazing how things could just change in a blink of an eye.
about 2 months ago, things were so fine between me and kelvin.
i still remember, he was telling me he was deciding if he should get his car replaced or not.
and were still happily holding hands, exchanging kisses.
it's okay.

towards him i have nothing much to say.
i wish him the best.
i hope he would control his expenditure.
what goes up must come down.
if you get what i mean.
i don't wanna see him declaring bankrupt.

gotta prepare for work.
i have so much to say about work.
stay tune, will blog about it real soon.

ps: 或许错在我,太晚我才懂爱了你太多

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