Friday, October 3, 2008

Spinning: -
Time: 10.52pm
Mood: depressing

just came back from some shopping spree with mk.
now totally relaxed and calm.
PM was all screwed up.
what kind of fucking shit paper was that.
this is like print media? not journalism, hello!

WHAT THE FUCK, seriously?!
not fucking gonna give a damn shit about the bygones.
now giving my best and energized for the final lap - advertising.
well, now i know my expertise field is at corporate communication.
i'm wondering if i should do business communication for degree or continue with mass communication.

argh, now i wonder if i'm ever gonna make it to uniSIM with my fucking horrendous, embarrassing results.
choy! but if i failed to, where am i gonna go?
stay in MDIS and do my degree with OCU, in mass communication or ECU corporate communication?
or RMIT, SIM, degree in mass communication or business communication.
NOW NOW, if i failed the above, i guess i really have to get my ass out of Singapore to study then.

worries. hell loads of worries are coming my way.
more and more each time.
GOD, when will i ever get some fucking peace in my freaking life?!

since school's gonna be over in a couple of day's time.
i've sort of made the necessary amendments and some temporary plans.

1. I'M GONNA WORK ON MY ENGLISH. - i don't care, by hook or by crook.

2. MASTER SPANISH - i must somewhat be able to take the beginner proficiency exam.

3. READ NEWSPAPERS - my life is deprive of quality reads.

4. JOIN EL AS A FULL TIMER - lazy to get a proper job. anyway the results are not out yet. will get a related field job once i get all my results.

5. SAVE TRUCK LOADS OF MONEY - do i even need to elaborate on this, like seriously?

6. ATTAIN A MAKE UP DIPLOMA - job requirement, would definitely benefit from it.

7. LEARN THAI BOXING - i don't care, i want something challenging.

8. FUCKING GET MY LEGS TO RUN - okay, i'm fat. needless to say more, isn't it?

9. LEARN PHOTOGRAPHY - so gonna get a camera and learn. been procrastinating for far too long.

10. REVAMP MY FASHION STYLE - sick of everything, need a new image. a new me rather.

i think that's for now, folks.

gonna get some rest and the battle shall start tomorrow. =)
AM GONNA FOCUS, AND ONLY FOR THE 4s/5s topic. had enough of squashing too much information, brain is forever overloaded with knowledge.
not good not good.

NIGHT.

loved on 11:11 PM