Sunday, November 16, 2008
Spinning: Second chance - Shinedown
Time: 11.57am
Mood: fresh
oh well.
i thought you would get it that i wanted to turn this around.
so despite of the discouragements from friends trying to dissuade me from initiating, i decided that you still worth my forgiveness.
it has been days. things are still so bleak than ever.
it's okay, at least i tried, making sure you know i did tried with my best effort.
today is my day off.
shall finish up my power-point presentation for graduation project.
still can't digest the fact that i'm moving on to a degree.
somehow i think i'm still a kid and still not that ready to face the world.
there are times where i hope monetary are not the absolute solutions to life.
i hope i can just fly to Europe and live there, travel around, be alone, be part of them.
i hope i can fly to 3rd world nations and be part of the missionaries.
i really hope money would be eradicated someday, where material needs will never be a concern again.
i'm tasked to make everyone beautiful.
but is beauty everything?
nope, you can't stay youthful forever, beauty can't bring you happiness.
money. money. money.
fuck.
my days are as good as meaningless.
what's the point of having money but leading a no-life life.
this is not me.
i'm in search of the real deal.
loved on 12:11 PM
