Sunday, November 2, 2008

Spinning: Here in your arms - Hello Goodbye
Time: 9.49 am
Mood: sian 1/2

yesterday was AC training.
was hell fun and nice meeting all the beautiful ACs.
EL is full of beauties man.
why do i sound like i'm a lesbian?

thank god my sales wasn't reviewed.
i better buck up.
i must hit my target this month. must.

anyway.

training manager : girls, let me tell you there's no upsize for your uniform. there's only downsize. not like your McDonalds. i won't exchange a bigger size uniform for you okay? it's your image, so you gotta find ways to maintain it.

me, in my heart: WTF. siao liao. i wanted to change -.-"

yesterday, Deziree was telling me she saw some forum on working for EL. many find that it's tough joining EL and even one of the girl cried during the interview. and it is being said that EL girls are able to make it to SIA with a higher chance.

like serious, a beauty advisor is just another sales position. are the girls after the reconigition of the level of your beauty or really the job itself?

SIAN, in my opinion, what really matters is that i cannot upsize my uniform. i just lost 5kg, i wonder how long it's gonna take to lose another 5kg. =(

my training manager praise me for my good service yesterday in front of everyone. i think it's an form of self recognition and a motivation. it's not about being proud and boastful to everyone, it's about knowing where you stand. and i feel really happy when my training manager ask a new girl to ask me about product knowledge. at least i know i'm there, somewhere. all of a sudden, all the feeling of aggrieved and wanted to leaving EL is gone.

sigh, it's either i join them as full timer and fight it out to top 10, or i'm gonna stuck here for good. right?

dilemma. life is a dilemma, the biggest whirlpool of confusion.
save me.

loved on 10:03 AM