Thursday, December 4, 2008
Spinning: Listen - Beyonce
Time: 11.50am
Mood: Thoughtful
so just you thought things would be smooth sailing
problems just came surfacing.
leaving you all tired and emptied.
i met a customer who uses MRT Stops as a analogy.
she said " life is like getting onto a MRT and you get off at your ideal destination. sometimes, the place may not be to your liking. it's okay. just hopped on back to the train and set off to your next destination till you think you're satisfied. sometimes it's not about the time spent is well used or not, it's about every single experience and exposure gained. it's okay to make mistakes. at least you were there once. you learn from it. "
so i thought to myself.
how long am i gonna hang on till just to get there.
i know shortcut isn't the best way out, but i can't wait.
i know they say patience is a virtue.
i'm very certain that obtaining degree is the next stop.
but i'm still rather lost.
i have no idea what i wanna do in life anymore.
is lauder still my passion?
my ultimate destination?
i don't know. no longer can tell.
i guess it's true when they say all those faces out there annoys you.
there are millions of people out there and each individual are all different and unique.
it's tough trying pleasing all and its impossible to do.
but you can't afford to play personality or individualist game because you're dependent on positive relations to earn a livelihood.
i'm tired from working.
is this life? or it's my life?
gotta get so many things done.
my UOB account and debit card, my citibank credit card.
X'mas shopping for my girls before we all gather.
and X'mas shopping for others.
and final, touch up on product knowledge.
SIGH.
Nov Comm. - $355
Target for Dec Comm. - $400
loved on 12:10 PM
