Sunday, December 28, 2008
Spinning: Ps, I'm still not over you - Rihanna
Time: 9.45am
Mood: a little upset
relationship update
i guess after a week of devastation, self accusations and emotions roller coaster rides had brought me some peace.
i can think rationally again.
i did not allow my emotions to get the better of me.
perhaps my tears have already dried up and i can feel myself healing again.
it's true when they say what won't kill you will make you stronger.
i'm stronger, more than i know.
recently, asshole has been on my ass.
we have been in contact, as friends.
but he just can't stop his wishful thinking, and that's still tolerable.
nothing gets more outrageous when he's pleading me to buy some x'mas gift for his son, it's not one or a dollar thing. i'm asked and expected to fork out a sum of 500 bucks.
it's not about me not able to come out with that amount of money, but it's the principle.
seriously, that's his son, not mine. moreover i'm not his girlfriend, i'm not even oblige to do so.
fuck, i thought you're a rich son of some wealthy family?
why spend my money?
just another faggot in my life.
one condo in bishan, one landed property in somewhere southern, 2 cars, holding a 10k position.
and you're asking me for money?
WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU.
he has just managed to upgrade himself into a jerk, not an asshole anymore.
i think it's a season where people have the tendency to get on each other's asses.
there's something that some people out there needs to get this into their mind.
if i'm interested in you, i will be.
if i'm not don't bothered trying.
it's just plain irritating.
ps: when i was in hell, you gave me hope and it felt like i was heaven. but when you placed me in heaven, one little action of yours pulled me back into hell again. thanks, i hope i meant something to you, at least more than what is it now.
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work update
work has been fantastic, let me clarify this. it's the commission.
other than those stupid mindless conflicts here and there.
update to date commission earned: ITP - 350
IPW - 127
OG (relieve 1 day) - 20
Total: 490.
Oooo. all thanks to x'mas. i'm earning exceptionally a lot this month. will be getting about 1.5k this month, with basic.
i saw one of my colleague who wrote this in her blog. and i guess it's agreed by many girls in my line. you get lots of money in return when your love life is not smooth sailing.
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love and money.
which would you prefer.
me? definitely a balance of both.
i'm greedy, i admit.
loved on 10:14 AM
