Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Spinning: Second Chance - Shinedown
Time: 10.55am
Mood: Neutral
i saw kelvin's updated friendster profile.
and to my surprise he actually announced to the world about his new girlfriend / relationship.
i hate to say i did felt a tinge of uneasiness at that point of time.
because he have never done it for me but for this particular lady.
but managed to get out of it without much effort.
i saw it coming actually.
just like i ever blogged, we don't even have the urge to hold each other hands, etc.
things are just getting more bleak than ever.
so i guess that spells the end, and now, the curtains are drawing up.
so does my heart.
i'm so ready to bid farewell to a casanova, his fucking excuses and reasons, to a dirty man who sleeps around, unfaithfulness, to my forgiveness, everything about him.
there are so many things that are troubling me.
but i can't afford to, i don't have the time to feel rotten.
for i know, i'm gonna be another year older, there will be more commitments coming my way.
sometimes, what you see on the outside isn't what the truth that lies inside.
and it's not necessary i express every inch of my emotions and wear them out on my face every second of my life.
what won't kill me will make me stronger.
i'm another step closer to being myself. :)
ps: sometimes goodbye is a second chance. so please allow me to bid you goodbye to get my new lease of life in exchange. thanks.
loved on 11:12 AM
