Thursday, December 18, 2008
Spinning: -
Time: 1:57am
Mood: calm
i don have to pull a long face to be really upset.
i don have to breakdown in front of everyone just to prove how heartbroken i'm.
it doesn't mean what you see are the truths.
i went down to have a long stroll just now.
the cold soothing breeze makes me think better.
i guess time does wonder, always.
time can heal me, i'll be fine before i know.
it's not the first time my heart is being smashed into pieces.
it's not the first time that i try fixing everything back and find it futile either.
it's really not the first time and it doesn't matter if it is, because what really matters is i'm trying to make this the last time.
you were my everything.
you were my eyes in this blinded world.
you were the one who led me through all the tough times, especially when i thought i couldn't make it through.
but somehow, in the course of all these, i realized i've changed. perhaps you too.
i can't explain why and neither do i think i wanna try doing so.
but i know, after years of struggles, pains, fights.
the time has come, to end this for good.
maybe after 10 years down the road, we would bumped into each other again.
and i certainly hope that we would perceive us in a different light by then.
meanwhile, i will just fake a smile, so you won't see and live my days well.
:)
loved on 2:08 AM
