Thursday, July 23, 2009

Spinning: New Divide - Linkin Park
Time: 12.59am
Mood: deep in thoughts

hello, my inner world.
it has been more than half a year since i last stayed in touched with myself and i seriously think it's time i meet myself again.
it's time i stop running and start working on myself again.

i deleted every archives saved in this blog account.
reason being i should really be moving on. after all, there isn't anything worthy of my time and energy looking back.
i will let bygones be bygones, never gonna allow past to haunt and consume me again.

gone for more than half a year, i'm back stronger.
i have went through tons of ups and down from all aspects of life.
family, relationships, career, studies, friendships and every littlest things.
gone through thousands of repetitive emotions.

life is nevertheless taxing but it has indeed shown me the greatness it could bring.
i sincerely thanked those who have stayed through and for those who had to stop and leave, i thank you too for leaving a mark in my life and may you be blessed with lots of joy and happiness in your life.

they say, people will not change. but never put them into test for the environment or circumstance will change them.
i have to agree with this cause all the happenings did changed me drastically.
now, it's no longer about romance and staying in love. it's about being myself and searching for my calling. living life to the fullest and being true to myself and all.

perhaps this is what maturity is about.
disregarding the consequences, you just wanna give your best and all.
stepping out of your comfort zone to explore and experience for yourself.
being true to oneself and doing all it takes to be yourself. nothing more, nothing less.

loved on 1:18 AM